Kiss it.

This has been one of the most frustrating weeks or times that I have ever had to experience. I do not want to complain to much because there is a family that is dealing with so much more than I could ever imagine.

If you follow me on twitter you may have noticed or be horribly sick of listening to me whine and cry about my gallbladder issues. But seriously girls, it's awful. I love me some food and every single time I eat I am sick and have horrible abdominal pains. I have had an ultrasound and a hida scan done along with blood work after blood work, I also will be having an upper GI scope ran next Thursday. I assume that this is just going to be a long process of pain.

I also started college this week and that is a entire new experience but so far as good!

Yesterday a four year old child was killed in a motor vehicle accident. I cannot and will not go into details but just pray for this family. It breaks my heart for them. I simply cannot imagine this type of pain. I also ask that you pray for all of us (no matter if we are just taking the phone calls. It's still simply hard.), EMS, and officers that were working yesterday. We never have to deal with death of children in our county so you can only imagine how this went over.

I am in no way worried about this, but I need to vent:

Have you ever heard of the website called Topix? If you have then you know it's filled with a complete bunch of who-ha! Someone is on there bashing about how horrible of a dispatcher I am because of a certain call they heard on their scanner at home. Let me first say that I do not read anything on this website and only have this one time because an officer congratulated me for making it on there? Wow, like that is some kind of an achievement. They say that I talk to much, I would fold like a piece of paper if something major ever happened in our county, I bake cookies, I am a smart @$ and etc.

Well let me just go ahead and get this off my chest.

- I cannot even bake cookies whenever I am at home, because they burn, haha. But we do not have a kitchen in our dispatch center to where I can cook, bake or burn anything.

-Do you remember the floods in May? Yeah, I worked them by myself. I called every single person on that half of my county to see if they needed to be evacuated. I was also here from 10 that night until 2 pm the next afternoon..then came back in at ten to work another shift by myself. So I am pretty sure that I can handle serious calls.

-Remember that tornado back a few years ago that killed 4 people in our county? Yeah I was here for that too.

-I like how some of you are saying that I am a smart @$$ because thanks to people like you (trash) I am. Don't like that about me? Then don't speak to me. Please, I beg you not too. But then again, idiots are my job security.

-Do I talk about what happens at my job? Maybe so. Do I speak of names, times, places or any other. Negative. So there for I am not breaking confidentiality by any means. My supervisor sees everything that I talk about on the internet because he also stays on Facebook and supports me 100% as well as the Mayor. (Usually I have a comment like "Dear Full Moon, I hate you because you make my county crazy" Or something to that sort.)

-An officers wife is saying that I am polite but I cannot do my job. Well sweetie, come on up here and do it for me. I will be glad to take the night off.

-Do you all have to work every single weekend and switch from 2nd to 3rd shift every week on very little pay? Yeah maybe but I doubt it because the people that sit on that site do not work. Their job is to sit and talk smack about the good people.

I am not upset but the people on that website can just kiss it for all I care.

Because what really matters is that I keep you, my officers and ems safe.