Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Somethings you can NEVER say enough.

While this chapter of my life is coming to an end, I cannot help but to be emotional at the fact that not only is everything falling in place, but the things that I will miss as well. We each go through these emotions, in every step of our lives.

There are somethings in life that you can say enough, and some people in our lives that we can never explain just how grateful for them that we are. During the chapter of Single Mommy-hood, my Mother has been my back bone, my support system, my best friend. All of these she will still be, but I cannot help but to sit and cry at all that will be changing. Even though, I truly know that this is a good change. A change that we have all prayed for, for so very long. I deserve this family and most of all Charli Beth deserves this family and this wonderful Father that she is fixing to receive. I have prayed for this bittersweet change to be easy for Charli but I know some days are honestly going to be hard because so much is changing so quickly. I know that my Mother has prayed for me, and I pray for her as well. My heart is scared to leave her yet excited to be blessed with this new chapter of my life.

A lot of people do not understand the relationship that I have with my family. For one because they are not us and do not live our lives. But I could have never survived being the Mom of Charli alone with out the gracious help from my parents. I would be lying if I didn't say that I am not the least bit scared of leaving my parents; to be honest I am sobbing while I type this because I know that I will miss them as well as Charli will too. To be honest, it is just a bittersweet time for us all, in a good way I must add. As I continue to ask for prayers for our family, I do ask your to remember us once again, and to especially remember CB as she goes through these big changes this year. Thank you.

Mom, I wish that I could repay for all of the things that you have done for me. I wish I could show the world the strength, determination, and love that you have given me daily. The love that you have for Charli Beth, Ashley and I is something that I pray to give to my children daily. You have molded me into the woman and Mother that I am today. I can only give thanks to you and the Lord for this. I wish that I could tell you every emotion that I am feeling right now but to be honest I am huge sappy mess and will never be able to tell you how grateful I am for the woman that you are. There just are not words to do so. I love you so very much and thank you for being my best friend through out these years and the next million years to come.

8 comments:

Jessica said...

What a sweet post! Isn't it wonderful to have such a great & supportive mom? I don't know what I would do without my mom & everything she still does for me. If one day goes by that I don't even just talk to her on the phone, I feel completely lost. We are so lucky to have moms that are also our best friends.

I will keep y'all in my prayers (especially CB) as you go through the changes of being married. I know you will be so happy though! I wish I could make it to your wedding Saturday (and thank you so much for the invite), but I know you will be a beautiful bride!

Brian & Ashley said...

Thanks for the sweet message on my blog. Congrats on your little man, too! I love the bedding on your previous post - too cute!! I saw you're from Kentucky, too. We're right outside Lexington.

Erin said...

STOP IT.. you have be bawling like a baby over here. This is such a sweet post :).. I love it and I hope that all these changes go smoothly and that things will fall into place. I love you!

Sarah said...

This is so sweet! Praying for you this week and so happy to see your dreams coming true! ;)

Annie said...

I can imagine that this must be a tough transition (although exciting at the same time)! My mom is my very best friend and I see her daily and talk to her 5x's a day on the phone. What would we do without our mama's?!?!

Tiffany said...

What a sweet sweet post! Marriage is a big change and can definitely be scary at times. I wish you all the best and pray for nothing but happiness for you.

Mandy said...

Even though this is a huge and tough transition for you all I can tell you and your family are so incredibly close that no matter what happens you will always have the support you have always had.

I'm almost positive that they are so incredibly happy just because you and CB are happy.

Prayers coming your way and just so you know, I am incredibly happy for you as well!

Kristin said...

AWWW! Tear...
I'm so happy for you! I know your mom is too! You are such a wonderful mother to CB and i'm sure your mother has tought you well.
I'll be praying for you! HUGS!!!

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