Another!!!!

SNEAK PEAK!!!!

I love wall letters now!! They are so easy, adorable and perfect for any room!Sorry this is so short..I've been washing my car (because we have these red birds that keep attacking it!!), took Charli for a long walk, planted my Youngest Mommy flower that I got at church sunday, washing dishes/laundry, had to take Char's new blanket to get washed, bank, and getting us ready...now I'm heading to class. What a great but lonnnggg day =)

the new do.

As you can see I didn't do the best job of taking pictures of my new hair style. I took pics twice throughout the day, the blue shirt is after I went to sleep so I was just messing around to see what it would look like.

It isn't that much different, just a lot thinner (thank goodness!), and a little more evened out than the "bob" style/ shorter in the back. I'm still thinking about going curly again, I just can't decide if I want to put that much body back into my hair again.

I...

I seen this post on Juliana's blog [as always, i just love her blog if you cant tell]

I am: Mommy, Paige, Daughter, Sister, Cousin, Niece, Disptacher, a lover and a fighter. Most of all a Christian.

I want: to feel alive.

I have: amazing dreams and goals for my life, and cannot wait to accomplish them and see where life takes me!

I wish: on stars and dream my dreams.

I fear: that some people will never realize how beautiful they are inside and out.

I hear: that the key to finding love, is first loving yourself.

I search: for all that I have not found.

I wonder: about everything; I am Curious George.

I regret: a lot. I am not scared to admit, that I have made mistakes, that I learned nothing from. They did more harm then good in my life. I regret that I never called you the night before you went to Heaven.

I love: to love and be loved.

I always: [will always] find my way.

I usually: have a sarcastic comment for everything you say.

I am not: the girl you probably think that I am. I am moody and irritable. But sweet and content. I love my life, but cannot stand that I feel the world is leaving me behind. I have my days, just as we all do.

I dance: best with a 3 year old in my arms.

I sing: twinkle twinkle little star, every night. No matter if it's to Charli or myself. It now puts myself to sleep. I love the effects of Mommy-hood.

I never: get what I want, but once I do, I don't want it anymore.

I rarely: ever cry.

I cry: because I am exhausted.

I am not always: pretty on the outside, but somewhere deep down, i am beautiful on the side..
[haha, yeaa there goes my "conceded side again" jk jk just being sarcastic to my anonymous comment.]

I need: to have a few moments of "Paige" time and cry my eyes out. Not because I am down in the dumps or depressed but for the fact that I am loved, cared for, and to tired and blind to see it at times.

Mommy Day

I'm having kind of an emotional, missing Charli Beth day since I haven't seen her since last night. So I'm going to keep my Mommy Day post extremely short about her. We had to be at Western this morning after I got off work at 6 for their EMT testing. Boy O' Boy do I pray that our class does better than most of theirs did. I was wanting to scream at them and give them the answers. I know I will be nervous, but I hope that the Lord provides me the strength to get through the day and the registry. This is something that I want and need in my life.

If you would like to read an inspiring post, please read Juliana's post.

Growing up, I don't believe that I ever understood the meaning of this day. I thought it was just a special day to give my Mommy a present or maybe cook her breakfast. There is so much more to the meaning now that I have a child of my own. I never understood how much work goes into being a Mother. How no matter how bad your day is, your smile must let them know that everything is okay. No matter how tired you are, you shoulder must be there for them to lean against. There has never been a day that my Mom has never shown her love for me. Although, I have been that "teenage girl" with the attitude problem and thought that I was never to do any wrong. She loved me. I am so very thankful for this. I am thankful that she has stood by my side for the past 21 years, and been my best friend. There is no other friend like your Mother. I'll never forget my Mom being so very stressed after finding out that I was also going to become a Mother myself [she painted the bathroom cabinets in the middle of the night..funny story] but then 7 short months later, she was crying holding my hand and never happier. My Mother is my backbone, and my knees whenever I am weak. She has held me up so many times whenever I felt that I had nothing to go on for. Whenever I felt lonely with no friends around, she was the best company I could of ever asked for. I am so thankful for the two wonderful blessing the Lord has given me; My mother and my daughter. I know for a fact that my Mom doesn't like to be considered as a grandma, but that is what she is. She cannot deny this. lol. We know she isn't old, so she is our "Nana" (sometimes pronounced as "NAH-na" lol). Charli just loves her to pieces, and all of the wonderful things that she does for her. 6 nights out of the week, she is the one to put her to bed, takes her to church every Sunday morning and night, teaches her songs, and lets her eat the cake mix (even though I disagree with this, darn salmonella), and so much more! I've said this before this week, but I dont know where Char and I would be without our Nana. I am so thankful for the help that she gives to me and provides for Charli Beth, even if some days I am undeserving of the help.

Thank you Mom, for simply everything.
We love you 3 bushel baskets!

This is the best day of my life (aka. the day I became a Mommy!)

Please do not pay attention to how I looked, I really didn't care that day.
If there is ever a "next time", I promise my hair will be pretty and I will have on makeup.
Even though I know it's not about that at all.
I hope all of the Momma's have a wonderful & blessed Mommy's Day!

Please pray for my Mom and Father to have a safe trip home from Gatlinburg in the morning also.

Item #2

Thank you all for the Happy B-day comments to my Mom, I'm pretty sure most of you didn't see her comment thanking you ladies, since it's the last one.

Now back to the items that we just love for Charli girl to wear, this "item" or "piece of clothing" isn't just a certain brand that we like. There are several and I mean several, brands that are adorable and wonderfully made. They come in long sleeve, short and angel sleeved. I'm sure you've already guessed by now, but if you haven't they are no other than **Smocked Dresses**

Who would of thought that? They are elegant and can be casual all at once. You can wear them with certain sandals, Stride Rite squeaky dress shoes (which I do recommend if you have a child that walks well, do not buy this unless you aren't a person to get annoyed quickly! lol), or bows around your feet for pageants!

I'll post pics of me hair cut later. I'm still trying to get used to it. I didn't go short, but it is shorter than it was. I love the color as always though!

Happy Birthday!!

Happy Birthday to my all time favorite lady!

Which is no other than my lovely Momma!

Pretty much just to sum things up in a few words, I have no idea what I would do without this woman. She is completely my other half whenever it comes to anything. Whenever no one else has been there for me, she has been. She has held my head and heart up through so many things during my life that I wish I could repay her in some way [my love will have to do for now though, haha]. I love you Momma, and thank you for every single thing that you do for me! Hope this next year is amazing for you! Have a great Birthday and a wonderful time on your trip this weekend!

Clothes, clothes, clothes

Well right now there is nothing very exciting going on in my life so I've been trying to think of cute things that I can at least start "trying" to blog about, and my first try is going to be on Children's Clothing Items/ Brands that I just love for my Charli girl to wear. I'm only going to do one brand a post to keep things separate that way if I need to add in news on the wonderful life of Paige, I can =)
So here we go......

My silly little girl that wouldn't look at the camera!

But I love love love this outfit. She actually had the outfit that was a lot like the black/white chandelier one two summers ago I believe, and it was also adorable. (For some unknown reason I cannot find a picture of that one. )

The fishy outfit was wore out by every little girl in this town! Every Momma seemed to love this one also,

The brand is Chicken Noodle.

It is adorable for little girls, my pictures do not do enough justice for these cute outfits.

Have a great Thursday tomorrow and btw, I'm getting my hair done!! yay!! So be expecting some pictures!!

p.s. Whoever left the comment on my last post under anonymous please go back and read my post. I am far from coincided on being in this contest I clearly stated in my post that my sister entered me into it without me knowing, and I was only in for the prizes and laugh of it all. Please do not judge before you know or read the whole "story." I would of just deleted it, but I couldn't figure out how, haha! Anyone want to leave me advice on that PLEASE do.

ahhh-mazing!

So wow it's 5:37 in the morning and I just got done watching Private Practice while I'm at work! Extremely slow night, but I am thanking God for it, because this show has blown me away. I sooo wish that I didn't have class on Thursday nights so that I could be at home and see what happens! I have always been a huge and I mean huge Grey's fan but I have to admitt that I am slipping since my favorite girl is "dying off" the show, (and couldn't they have found a better way to take her off...a little more classy please?)If you haven't watch Private Practice, I suggest that you start because it may just take over Greys Anatomy very soon! Go addison!!

p.s. I do still love Izzie though ;o) haha

Hope ya'll have a great Sunday!